outpouring of my heart

I hate, hate the same people who can take my position, let's call it "barbie" he was always just makes me upset because my mother always compare me to him, arggh! is not only my mother but my family!
I asked myself "Oh, my god what is wrong until you're making me upset like this to him?"
 
No problem just my mother who said that he was better than I do, I can receive but I can not get if all the people saying the same thing!

I also really do not like when he is sleeping bedroom with, what he did not know that I'm most annoyed when asked to share a room with someone who makes me uncomfortable!

Someday, I'll accept all this treatment, but now I can not take it ~

I'll write a small pen scribbles in my diary, which contains:

"Lord, what I'm different, I'm also human beings who need a love of a mother I just want to know how good does" Barbie "it!
"I can not do useful seseatu Was?? If that's what I would be less complete."

 Forgive all my fault : (
sorry for all the shortcomings that I have : (